Discern & Wait

What should I compare you to? Do you exist at all? Why is everybody looking for you? Some even take their own lives in seeking. I'm talking about true love. Is true love one thing that you can hold on to, or not holding on to? Is it something you can control? Maybe it's a collection of emotion, feelings and acts. I wish I'm not as sinful as I am. I wish I can enjoy a life with constant communication with God. I wish for God's kingdom to be established here, wipe away all the tears from the suffering ones, to show mercy, justice and love to all. No one can escape death. Maybe it's the terminal to Him. -- P.S. Don't worry. I'm not sad, depressed or suicidal. It's an exempt of my view, and to some, it's merely a rant.