Walk, fell down, and walk again

Sometimes I don't know what to say or what to write. I mean this is probably one of the many times I have writer's block. But I imagine only veteran writers would experience writer's block.

I found that most of the time, I can live out my daily life without consider God's or spiritual side of things. But life would be boring to the point of unbearable degree.

Journey with God is an incredible hard journey. There are times I feel it's not worth it to go thru the small door, when everybody (that I see) is taking the easier path. At those times, I would question why.

Also factor in my inability to comprehend God's infinite wisdom. There are times I would ask why things happen this way or getting frustrated with my own limitation. I bet these are the times that God is working, but I just don't see it.